再见第五巷

谢谢一年的时光，虽然难免有摩擦或是不愉快的事情发生。

但是，In Christ We are One Family :)

希望在不远的将来，我们都成为更好的人，更爱神爱人的人。

成长吧！努力的 飞翔吧！

再见第五巷

FYP Symposium

Finally, it comes to the last chapter of my University life.

Final Year Presentation

Thanks nanagal for accompanying me for two days!

We were just wondering outside the hall while waiting for our turn to present.

In fact, I think she wanted to listen other people's presentation.

However, I was just interested with the refreshment (nice food, nice tea, nice coffee)

Opps! Forget to take photo of those refreshment! >.<

Unexpectedly, both of us got awarded by the faculty - Best presenter and Best project!

Wow! Really? Seriously? What shall I say? Hm... 

Thank you for all the blessing and prayers, thank you for all the support and kindness ;)

~ Glory to the God ~

送给爸爸

亲爱的天父上帝，

主耶稣，我向你祈求，求你赐我双亲健康，尤其是在今天特别的父亲节，求你让我的父亲在他的晚年，有喜乐的心来度他的年日。也求你让他，有主你自己住在他的心中，打开他顽梗的心，让他承认自己的罪孽深重，需要有主你自己来洁净他，需要有主你在他的生命中。天父，求你让他在工作上，有忍耐的心，让他与子女的相处也有融洽。

感谢天父垂听祷告，奉主名求，啊们。

祝天下爸爸，父亲节快乐~

得到什么？

小时候，妈妈总喜欢问的一句话：“你得到什么呢？” （福州话）
做了这个决定，你得到什么呢？做了这件事，你得到什么呢？

或许是野心太大，想做的事情太多，以至于妈妈总爱问我这个问题
而我总是被这个问题慌了慌神，然后就这么搁着，没有答案

当梦想达成的时候，只剩下满满的寂寥和空虚
我又完成了一件事了，一个梦想，所以... 然后....我又得到了什么呢？有什么意义呢？

下一次，我还是会这样尽全力的去追逐，追逐以后再换来满满的空虚和寂寥
循环再循环。。。无法自拔也永无止尽

Happy ending

 

Mick Long

 

France and taipei + Touch

 

France and taipei + Touch

 

Twinny two

Kingdom studio - with K.J

Twinny two - with Alvin

Scott - with Lau

All together 8 runway show = 16 gowns. 

But I only manage to collect 11 gowns' photos. 

Well, will I continue this model part time job? Hm... Let me think first,

In fact, I am quite close minded, I have my own boundary about sexy.

And I think... above pictures/ gowns are way too sexy >.<'''

I feel my body is insulted T_T 

Seriously? Seriously!

May be after some times, 

I would feel better, feel it's ok to continue, as it is just for fun.

Who knows? Human mind is subjected to be change. Especially me!

France and Taipei + Twinny two

Especially thanks for the photographer - CP Yeo

Gown: France and Taipei

翻翻看大家都拍了什么照，发现自己最不上镜 >.<'''

是角度的问题吗？为什么？

France and Taipei

Touch

只要是同行就知道的事，France and Taipei 和 Touch 其实两间是同个老板开的

好厉害！觉得每件婚纱都很漂亮，只是我个人偏爱站中间的那个白纱

因为后面是露背的透视婚纱 ^^ 粉sexy的说

美吧！Twinny two 的特色就是够古灵精怪

如果是我选，我想我大多会选这间

因为有很好玩的感觉　;)

小时候，看过12星座的婚纱照，配合各个星座个性的描绘而拍摄

里面是这样说的

贪玩的射手 ，把自己的婚礼办得象化装舞会似的

说真的，我觉得当时我看到的12个新娘，就属射手最美

不论是样貌还是风格我都喜欢

我还是偏爱像化装舞会似的婚礼啊～贪玩

或许吧！或许再过多几年，我就老到不想要这样的婚礼

但是我想性格啊～是很难改变的

或许会这样跟着我一辈子呢！

Runway show for Diamoney Jewellery + Bride's beginning

My second bridal runway show ^^ 

It's Diamoney Jewellery!!!

I am wearing RM6000++ - RM10000 Diamond, Ruby, and etc.!!

Bride's beginning bridal studio

The middle boss looks so beautiful ;) So nice standing next to her ;D

She is slim and her face looks like model! Small, pretty, cute, sweet and just they way I like!

I didn't talk with her! perhaps because she look a bit cool, and I ... I am cool too ;P

No la~ normally I have phobia talk with pretty girl... zzz! 

Am I a nervous boy? >.<''' What a weird! 

LB Photography and Diamoney Jewellery

LB Photography gown

LB Photography dinner gown

Last minutes change my dinner gown opss... Like the first day of MickLong show

Well, MickLong one is hard to walk, but this one is easy to walk ^.^ Lucky! 

Diamoney! How nice if I would be selected be as Diamoney model? Good Luck!!

Romance about wedding 2012

Yohoo~ My first bridal runway show ^^

MickLong Bridal Studio

Wedding dress group photo - All the models and trainer Alice, Vincent and Michelle ^^

Dinner gown group photo

Well, I didn't know that I can look so slim :P And I really slim now? :D

The diverse road

So ... here comes again, the diverse road

Where to go after finishing study?

Work in IT field? Continue Master? Doing something that I like? Or?

Few years before, I just followed what people recommend

Where to go? What to choose? and How to decide?

It has gradually become a bad habit of me!

I rely so much on the other person to help me to decide.

Such a dependent girl, well, some said I am independent! Very very independent!

Parents grow old, siblings get married and depart their new life, leaving

And I am still here, thinking am I all alone now?

Am I suppose to make decision by my own, without anyone's suggestion?

I am the only person going to bear and going to be responsible for my own choices.

So ... What? What is next?

When everyone seems like departing and no one care and bear with me

YOU - my LORD still there for me.

Tell me where to go, because I am lost in these diverse roads

Guide my way, lead my path, as I pray to you.

The road not taken 

P/s: Very busy yet so active in blogger >.<''' What's wrong with me?

Perhaps need a single space and time to relax to talk to myself and to discover the inner me

When you believe

Many nights we pray

With no proof anyone could hear

And our hearts a hopeful song

We barely understand

Now we are not afraid

Although we know there’s much to fear

We were moving mountains long

Before we know we could

Oh yes, there can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It’s hard to kill

Who knows what miracle

You can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

You will when you believe

In this time of fear

When prayer so often proves in vain

Hope seems like the summer birds

Too swiftly flown away

And now I am standing here

My heart’s so full, I can’t explain

Seeking faith and speaking words

I never thought I’d say

There can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It’s hard to kill

Who knows what miracles

You can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will

You will when you believe

They don’t always happen when you ask

And it’s easy to give in to your fear, ohh

But when you’re blinded by your pain

Can’t see your way safe through the rain

Thought of a still resilient voice

Says love is very near

There can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It’s hard to kill

Who knows what miracles

You can achieve

When you believe

Somehow you will, how you will

You will when you believe

You will when you believe

Just believe

You will when you believe

Just believe

You will when you believe

Is a song that best suit my current feeling the most! Unconsciously keep repeating singing this song.

~ You will when you believe ~

I am falling for you

I don’t know but I think maybe I am falling for you
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Waiting until I know you better

I am trying not to tell you But I want to
I am scared of what you’ll say
So I am hiding what I am feeling

But I am tired of holding this inside my head

I just can’t take it my heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I have been spending all my time

Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do
I think I am falling for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m falling for you

I am falling for you

넌 내게 반했어

넌 내게 반했어 你为我着迷

우연히도 그렇게 

우린 시작 됐나봐 

처음엔 사랑일거라고 

꿈에도 몰랐는데 

그게 사랑일줄야 

심장이 막 자꾸만 두근두근 거리고 

날 보면 미소만 흐르고 

니 맘도 모르게 

날 사랑하게 된거야 

* 넌 내게 반했어 반했어 

달콤한 내사랑에 녹아버렸어 

넌 내게 반했어 반했어 

황홀한 내 눈빛에 취해버렸어 

** See my eyes 

넌 내게 빠졌어 

See my eyes 

넌 내게 반했어 

사랑은 늘 갑자기 

운명처럼 오나봐 

어느날 찾아온 소나기 처럼 

날 적셔놓고 그게 사랑일줄야 

눈감아도 자꾸만 문득문득 떠올라 

빨개진 얼굴을 볼때면 

니맘도 모르게 

날 사랑하게 된거야 

*
** 

나도 널 사랑해 사랑해 

이제 널 사랑한다 고백할거야 

나도 널 사랑해 사랑해 

내 맘이 사랑한다 말하고 있어 

** 

See your eyes 

이시간이 지나도 영원히 

See my eyes 

나도 모르게 넌 내게 반했어

Westwood, Kuching

K-11 (Dubai room) near crown plaza

After playing badminton for 3 hours and sing K for 6 hours, 

We continue enjoy our day with nice western food at Westwood, Kuching.

The gang - 5 seniors and 5 juniors! 

This is the first time outing with my own FIT juniors!

Although not so close with them (not even talk before), but I think they are kawaii!

Two seniors  two juniors - Me, Tong, Esther, Mei Er

In fact, this is my first time coming to Westwood too. ^_^ so many first time! 

Super like the environment, classic, romantic, exotic and fantastic!!!

Look! The environment really nice!

Menu - However, not much choices for food here, and the price is not that cheap.

Mushroom soup

Bun

My favourite western chop!!! Most of them ordered fish and chip! 

Well, I am not fish lover :D I am meat lover ! Kakaka!

See my happy face with my meat (Going to be soon, part of my body, my fat! :P)

Only seniors allowed! Thanks Derek, Tong, Hui Leng and Ah Hing! (Right to left)

It is wonderful meeting you guys in my life!

P/s: Thanks Lian Lian for all the photos ~ Bling ~ 8-D

存在感

你就像个小孩 需要很多的关注 很多的掌声 来肯定你的存在价值

一个没有什么存在感的人...却挥霍了我的存在

爱情 + - * /

明明很累很想睡，但是，因为今天还没和你聊天，所以还不想睡。

如果你知道有个人还在等你的信息，你的慰问绝对能换取她的好眠，

是不是你就会更疼惜这个等待的傻女孩呢？

曾听说爱情加减乘除法，女人用的是加和减，而男人用的却是乘除法。

当一个女人走近一段感情的时候，对方所付出的点点滴滴，将会让女人给他累积分。今天的你，很体贴，让我很开心，所以加分。但是，如果对方做了什么令女人伤心的事，女人就会为对方减分。当爱情减到只剩零分的时候，或许就是说再见的时候。男人用的却是乘除法，当一个男人感到厌倦的时候，他会拿起计算器，毫不留情的按下乘与零，然后离去。

当你按下乘与零的时候，你的累积分在我这里仍是满满的。我不知道，该用多少时间，把分数减到只剩零分或是负数。信箱里记录的全是你与我的对话，能删的，我都把它们给删了。只希望把分数减得更低一些，让我对你不再那么眷恋。

告诉我，为什么能狠心的，按下乘与零？当我觉得我们有满满的未来？告诉我，会过去的。下一个人总会在对的时间里出现。

文。字

一别竟是一辈子

原谅我，不能将你的余生放在手心，与你同行

一生至少该有一次，为了某个人而忘了自己

我还在原地，你却已经忘记曾经来过这里

我以为我害怕告别，原来，我同样害怕重逢

Snow white and the huntsman

据说，六月份有许多的新戏，而其中一部就是这部《白雪与猎人》了。

说真的，看了以后，许多的情景反复的在我脑海里重播。

无论如何，是那一个笨蛋和我说，公主和猎人是不会有结局的？

好看吗？我还在想，这部戏真正想要表达的是什么？

勇敢的公主，没有王子，只有一个猎人，然后呢？

Hm...匪夷所思啊~

身为一个观众，我想我是可以以我很个人的角度去看这部电影的！

公主和猎人能不能有结局？

我想这也是这部戏最想表达的一个中心问题

说真的！公爵的亲吻没能唤醒公主，反之一个猎人的亲吻却把公主给唤醒了！

看到这一幕时，我真想尖叫！

作者到底想表达什么？

一个王国，王子就只有那么一位，真爱却不是以出生和身份来衡量的

你是一个猎人，但是，你却是我生命中唯一的王子！

蛮好看的一部电影，虽然和我原先想像的和期待的有极大的落差。

熬夜

熬夜的事实就是...

有了第一次　就会有第二　第三　第四...

然后继续...

熬夜也没为了要做什么！就纯粹的觉得...

不睡觉善用时间多了！真是一个怪卡...

这是我第几天的熬夜了？

快点去睡咯！我在催眠我自己！

你是我永远的青春

过了好久的《那些年》依然成为我的关注，或许是因为他轰动一时，而我却不以为然

看了好多部落客所给予的评语，又或许是友人疯狂的看了四次这么多，我还是觉得普通；

是我的青春一片空白，还是我把感情的键给关上了？

有没有所谓的难忘？我还在思考

怀念过去，是不是对现在不满的一种表现？

回不过去的过去

突然看见了一些文字，那位部落客是这样写到的：

她终于懂得这個喜欢她多年的男孩对她的感情，即使从前不曾在一起，往后也不可能在一起，他始终想更靠近她一些。 她是他美好的初恋，也是他永远的青春。 

是这样的吗？是这样诠释的吗？

我们不曾在一起，也再也不可能在一起了，但你还是想要更靠近我一些？

只是，有一句是我认同的，你是我永远的青春。

那些年，那些日子，我把我的青春交给你。无怨也无悔

～你是我永远的青春～

如果还有遗憾　如果还有想念　那是因为你是我无悔的青春