船上学习二

在Logos Hope 上三天两夜的TIM生活营，有另一个我个人认为很值得写下的学习，那就是be Flexible!

在团体生活中，在教会里，牧师常常挂在嘴边的一句话就是be flexible!

说实话，针对这句话，我至少也写了两篇幅的部落格！一，我认为我个人是没什么弹性，是就是，不是就不是，跟足条规纪律跑，简单来说就是龟毛，所以 be flexible 是句我很应该学习的话；二，我另一方面认为在怎么有弹性，最低的限度还是要有的，否则一个组织将很难进行管理工作。

但是在这个三天两夜的TIM生活营，我看到的却是我不得不赞叹的Flexible!

大会为这三天两夜的生活营自然是编排了节目表，但是，节目进行时却从来不跟着时间表跑。

由于每个晚上睡前，都有简短的检讨会，所以，我就想在当中提出来。我个人认为这是一个很大的失误。每个人都不知道下一秒将进行什么节目，为营会造成不必要的困扰。

检讨会时，我以为当大家提出问题时至少会有一点责怪的因素，或是语气上也会含有不满的口气。你怎么不跟着时间表进行节目呢？你为营会带来不少不必要的麻烦，如此类推的话。这是我预测将会发生在检讨会上的争执。

但是，没有。完全没有。负责人龙头老大，只是提出问题所在，然后想办法解决。大约十个人的检讨会上，没有一个人有埋怨的声音。没有责怪的语气。只是体谅包容和Flexible!

或许有弹性就要放下自己的身段，不以自己应有的权利去责怪、去限制、去评估团体中的另一个人或一群人。负责人龙头老大本是有权利以他的身份去质问，质疑或刁难底下工作的人。但是他却是谦卑的说抱歉，并且不责怪任何一个人。

我想当组织发生了什么事，习惯性就是会推卸责任。老实说，我真的很佩服这位负责人。我静静的在参与检讨会，发现大伙儿，都看到了问题所在，只是他们以不同的态度去应对。是我从来没有见过的和谐，是那么的美丽的情景。

一个新的学习，新的成长，希望自己也可以是那样的领导人，那样的队员。

Teens in Mission

过了一个星期的假期！参与了为期短期的自愿者活动，进行了三福课程，外加生了一场不大不小的病！有许多东西想写，也知道应该怎么写，但是，就是没有那样的精力去写！没办法 L 病下病下的！怎么能坚持坐在书桌前把我想写的都写完呢？

参与自愿者活动感言：

原本以为做Volunteer自愿者在Logos Hope 船上服侍只需要在那里马不停蹄的做！看到书整理，看到脏收拾，不用和人交谈。时间到吃饭、再时间到回家就这样，所以当牧师问起要不要当自愿者服侍时，就爽快的答应了！

岂知…我竟然是要当一个领导人，带领的还是一班16岁这么大的大孩子！妈咪呀！我自己觉得自己还是个大孩子！个个方面都不足，都缺乏！还有许多需要学习的地方！我怎么有这样的资格去带领这班大孩子呢？更要紧的是…我的老妈子！我还要用国际官方语言—英语来和他们沟通！一个两个ABC长大的，我却是一个Kampong仔… =.=lll 我的脸都快变成绿色的了！

Anyway，在那里最大的学习是鼓励的力量！当人们怀疑自己的能力说：“我不能！我不能”的时候，你管他能不能！你只要说：“你一定能！你一定能！”就因为你的少少鼓励，对方就真的能了。看见许多孩子在挑战自我极限时，都出现了迟疑，对自己能力的不信任。这个时候，导师的功效就是鼓励再鼓励。“大家都做到了哦！”“你只差那么一点了”“加油！你绝对可以的”跟着，你就会看到一副美丽的图景，那些孩子们，一个跟着一个，真的都做到了！

不管那个孩子是谁，不管你认不认识他/她。他们都会因为你小小的鼓励和肯定而突破自己！可见鼓励是何等的重要和可贵！

让你和我，今天就多一句发自内心鼓励的话吧！

雨夜

终于下了

期待已久的雨水

将自己沉浸在烂漫的雨夜之中

让雨水洗涤我的心灵

这场夜雨可不可以不要停？

让风声雨声声声伴我入眠


古诗人说：

君问归期未有期, 巴山夜雨涨秋池, 何当共剪西窗烛, 却话巴山夜雨时

喜乐的心，乃是良药

生病了将近一个星期，听到这句话真的有点 zzz！

一个星期的时光，大部分都花在自怜自唉当中！

唉！我果然是脑袋有问题！怎么就浪费了如此美好的一个星期呢？

埋葬

我把你的名字埋葬起来了

既然已经决定不爱了
那么就没有伤心的必要了

一个人也可以过得很好

你的温柔你的关爱

或许只是你天生的本性

不要在犹豫不决

不要在陷在你的温柔陷阱里面

我已经这么决定了

这么决定不要再爱你了

舊情人的舊習慣

也許你已經離開一個人很久，你已經不愛他了，但是有一天，你忽爾發現，你仍然保留著一些他的習慣。

他習慣在關掉音響器材之前，先把音量調低，說這樣可以延長音響器材的壽命。多年以後，你跟另一個男人一起，一天，你趕著外出，匆忙之中，你仍然先調低音量，才把家中的音響器材關掉。這已經成為你的習慣。在某時某地，他也這樣做著。

他習慣每次離家的時候，都留一盞燈。你曾說他浪費電力，他說，這是他從小到大的習慣，況且也不會浪費很多電力。分手多年，獨居的你，每次離家之前，也習慣留一盞燈。後來，你跟一個男人同居，男人說，人離家了，還留一盞燈有點浪費。你理直氣壯地告訴他：

"這樣不會浪費很多電力的。"

忽然之間，你想起，這不是你從小到大的習慣，而是你從前的男人的習慣。你跟他，早就不相往還，你卻偷走了他的習慣，據為己有。如果有一天，他就住在你家對面，看到你外出前，總喜歡留一盞燈，他會覺得驕傲嗎？

舊情人的面目早就模糊了，他們的舊習慣，卻留下來了。那些習慣，也許只是開汽水罐的方式、刷牙的方法和說話的語氣。不知不覺間，都變成我們的，這些習慣，也許又會留給另一個人。

其实，我们都没有那么多观众，是我在乎的，我感叹的，我珍藏的，又怎样呢？有谁会是我的忠实观众呢？一直想写些类似舊情人的舊習慣这样的文章。发现人来人往，留下的，留不下的又怎样呢？但是有一件事是肯定的，那些来过生命里的人，多多少少留下了些许的舊習慣跟随着我们，一直到天长到地久，到海枯到石烂。

Wrong Person

Not someone to protect! Not someone to hurt!

바보야 for you and for me

Promise to myself: this would be the last time I cry for you!

I would never put any hope in you.

Never cry for anyone!

Never cry for you!

좋은 사람 - A Good Person

Sometimes, I can understand the meaning, but is hard to translate. 

Those who can't understand... well, just listen to the music then.

그대가 좋아한 옷을 입고서 

그대와 함께한 거릴 걸어요 

우연히라도 날 마주친다면

날 버린걸 땅을 치며 

후회 하라고

나만 사랑해 줄

누가봐도 좋은 사람이 

그댈 대신해 내 곁에서 

날 지켜주고 있으니

*모두들 내게 행복해 보인데요

그대보다 잘난 사랑에 

잘된 일이래요

그 사람에게 평생 

미안한 일 이지만

그댈 아프길 바라는 

내 사랑이니까

나만 바라보는 

마음 착한 사람이 나를

그댈 대신해 사랑한다며 

아껴주고 있으니

*(repeat)

보고 또 아프길 

행복한 내 모습 보면서

날 버린걸 후회 하며 

울며 살아가길

웃고 있어도 

가슴은 울고 있죠

그대 아프길 바랬는데 

내가 더 아파요

행복하다고 앞으로 

그럴 수 있다고

내맘을 속여 말을 해도 

듣질 않네요

Korea Field Study

We have chance to visit Korean cultural place and research institutes. We understand more about Korea and gain more knowledge about science and technology.

Places we visited this semester:

Research institute or cultural place	Date
Money museum	2010. 9. 10th 2010. 10. 1st
KAIST Satellite Research Center
Korea Research Institute of Bioscience and Biotechnology	2010. 10. 1st
Korea Aerospace Research Institute
National Science Museum	2010. 10. 8th
Korea Atomic Energy Research Institute
Damyang	2010. 11. 12th
Gongju National Museum	2010. 11. 19th
Gapsa

These trips brought us become closer to Korean culture, also gave us good chance to expand our knowledge about technology in Korea. All these trips were great. I would like to give my impression about 3 filed trips that I like the most.

In the first field trip, we visited Currency Museum in Daejoen. I had chance to see the history of the currency and stamps of Korea as well as other countries in Asia and the west. I learned about Korean history and economy through currencies.

The first Exhibition Hall features the history of currency, coins of Goryeo Dynasty, coins of Joseon Dynasty, modern coins, The Bank of Korea Coins, Commemorative Coins, Gold Coins of the World, Chinese Coins from the Shinan Sea. The 2nd Exhibition Hall includes the history of Banknotes, The Great Empire of Korea Period, Under the Japanse Rule Period, After the Liberation, Republic of Korea, Features of the Bank of Korea Notes, Paper Products. 3rd Exhibition Hall comprises of decorations, medals, potage stamps, Christmas seals, money of the world. 4th Exhibition Hall boasts of the Currency of DPRK and other major collection like the 100 kinds of modern currencies from the end of he Korean Empire to present and 80 kinds of commemorative coins. 


In the second filed trip we visited Korea Research Institute of Bioscience and Biotechnology (KRIBB). KRIBB is the only government research institute dedicated to biotechnology research across a broad span of expertise, from basic studies for the fundamental understanding of life phenomena to applied studies such as new drug discovery, novel biomaterials, integrated biotechnology, and bio-information. Their mission is carry out research and development activities and related projects in the field of bioscience and biotechnology in join effort with other research institutes, academic bodies and businesses at home and abroad and to disseminate the results of its scientific research and technological development. In 1985 KRIBB was established as a Generic Research Center in Seoul. During 25 years, with effort of all researchers, staffs, now a day KRIBB became an independent legal entity, play important role in Korean science and technology. Through this filed trip, I understood more about the importance of bioscience and biotechnology in these day development. Biotechnology create new economic growth engines by the development of BINT convergence technology, development of disease controlling technologies using stems cells and antibodies, identification of targets and development of candidate materials for the diagnosis and treatment of five major diseases and. Not only that, biotechnology is playing part to address the national agenda. By the development of biomass and bio-energy technology we can protect nature from the mining of people but still supply enough energy and material for industry and our life.

The most interesting field trip is Damyang trip. Damyang is one of the northernmost places where bamboo is found on the Korean peninsula. The bamboo forests are well-known among Koreans. The roads in Damyang are so beautiful. They are lined with many Metasequoia trees, the most beautiful roads in all of Korea

We have experienced Korean traditional bamboo tea and bamboo dye. It’s so special. For all of us, it is the best filed study. We studied about Korean culture and played, had fun together. One more reason make it became so special is the beauty of autumn in Korea. We have good memory with bamboo tea, and dyeing. We were introduced about tea culture in Korea and the rules in tea drinking. Each country has different way to make good tea and the rules during enjoying the tea. It reflects the culture. It’s is one of the traditional beauty. 

During 2 semesters, filed study class brought us to many places. Thank for this great class. I would like to say thank you to Deajeon University, to all institutes gave us great greeting and spending time for us. It’s a practical class, give us chance to enjoy and discover Korea, not only about science and technology but also about Korean culture and history.

Name: Nguyen Thi Hang
Student ID: 20108920